1. I'm not very computer savy, infact any technology in general I take a while to embrace and master
2. I am my own biggest critic. It really is something I'm working hard to stop, it's very self sabataging.
3. My son has taught me more then I'm sure I've taught him.....through his eyes, my world is all fresh and new and I'm rediscovering the simple pleasures.....nature, how things move, how things work, etc
4. I'm not ashamed to admit, and it has never been a secret, that I have been on anti-depressents for going on 4yrs now. I don't feel shame in that, I feel pride in being able to seek and receive the help I desperately needed to find my way back to life ;)
5. I am "touch sensitive". Everyone used to think I was just a big woose, but then the chiro I was seeing said that people can be "touch sensitive", meaning you may have MORE nerves at the surface then the norm, making even lighter touches(play fighting for example) still hurt! Which makes for a pretty low pain threshold :( (yet my son was born without pain relief, go me!!)
6. Internally, I am also sensitive, feeling far beyond what most concider the norm. Those anti-depressents are a result of a mental break down that resulted after miscarrying twins. Yes, miscarried, not still born, not neonatelly dead. But yet I was already so very attached to these two little beings, had already planned what life would be with them, that it hit me extremely hard to loose them, and still think of what they might have been like in our lives often. I DON'T believe I need to tone down my feelings, it is them that makes me who I am ;)
7. I set lots of reminders in my mobile phone, but the alarm noise annoys me so much I often turn it off without having read it, and miss or forget the things I was trying to remember!
8. I like watching digital clocks turn over a new hour. If I look at the time and it's 1 minute to the hour, I'll watch it til it turns over.....not sure why, have done it since I was a kid.
9. The 1st thing I often notice about a person is their teeth.....but don't be embarrassed and cover your mouth, I would never critisise ;) Maybe it's a trade thing, life before kids I was a Dental Assistant. Teeth fasinate me. I especially find crooked teeth fasinating, but not in a "you're a freak" kinda way, I like to imagine how they must of been positioned in the gums and the journey they took to grow at that angle.
10. My son has given me the besy social life! I was never a social butterfly in school, and didn't go through the nightclub faise of life, so wanting my son to get out and interact with the world has actually been very beneficial to me, and I've gained a lot of lovely friends through this.
Umm, as for passing this on.....I think most of my public "followers" have already done this!
Oh and, more blogs to come....I havent had the lapi home much lately ;)






2 rainbow comments:
OMG I am so embarrassed that the first thing you notice are teeth. I always hope no one will because I'm so self-conscious and hate them more than any other body part.
I laughed at the digital clock thing, so unserious after the one's before it, but I totally get you.
As for the twins...you know what I think. Doesn't matter how young or old your children are, the loss is huge :(
YAY! ANother touch sensitive person! I'm exactly the same! ANd 2 of my 3 were born without pain relief and induced! Internal pain i can handle! its always good to see someone being honest about depression, it makes otehrs suffering feel normal. Thanks Jen1
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